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Quote - "重要的事情，不是悔恨过去的现在，而是改变现在的未来"

我的现在是？
我的未来会是？
做着assignment一半，忽然间emo起来。
其实，也不是什么突然的事情，本身就已经是emo了。
最近发觉自己越来越没有方向感，好像有点后悔选择了这一条路。
既然选择了，就不应该悔恨过去的现在吧？
可是，我应该怎么去改变我现在的未来呢？

I'm going crazy.
Lost with no direction and feeling soulless.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

There's something struggling in me that I couldn't find.
Perhaps, it is because of my uncertainty about my xxxxxxxxy.

Blinded by uncertainty,
Buried by insanity.

Getting emptier for no reason.
What am I DOING?!?!
I just feel like, I'm floating..with no direction at all.
Which way the wind blows and I'm being blown to.
Just not decisive enough to make my own choice.
Always saying follow the flow, what's the FLOW?

Accounting is over FOR NOW...
Only for now, what about next semester?
Though there is a possibility for me to pass this paper.
But it is a very shaky one...
Part of it is my fault, I didn't pay much effort on it.
One of the reason is that I have no interest to it.
I'm really darn confused, there will be another 3 more accounting paper in the future if I choose to continue this path.

Is this the right way things should be?
*Sob*
I don't know...
Fate is a lie, no faith in fate.
It's bringing me round and round...I'm so sick of it!
I'm now here, in the middle of everything.
Hanging on this T-junction...





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Lying here, alone in fear, afraid of the dark, the one to claim, alone again..
I rather not to have anything...
No Gain No Lose, No Lose No Pain!!!